About a year ago I stood on a cable access tv stage as a musician for the first time even. CableAccess. A month or so after that I stood as a guitar player on a stage in front of hundreds of people for the first time ever. I never wrote that up.
It has been a year and I’ve done it again. There seems to be a point in your life where you go truly insane and public embarrassment is no concern anymore. The event is and Octoberfest celebration promoted by the Lions Club of Lewisburg, Tennessee. The event is held on the public square in Lewisburg. There are booths all around the square, a big food tent (the main moneymaker) and the stage which is in front of the old Dixie Theatre.
Last year when I arrived, dragging my little red Telecaster, my first act was to purchase a pecan pie. Pecan Pie. This year, even though I was looking forward to it, there were no pies to be found. I was too late, I guess. Maybe there’s something instructive there, but my memory fails me.
This year there were more bands so I spent some time listening. The first group I listened to (while dragging our equipment to the back of the stage) was loud and raucus. I felt my internal organs slapping aginst my rib cage, so as soon as I had moved as much as I could I got some separation from those Marshall amplifiers.
I was more nervous this year. Last year we had practices a good bit, but my part was support. If I goofed up it wasn’t all that noticeable and if and when I got totally lost on a piece I could just fake it for a while. This year we practiced, I made notes, I had parts to do. I would be noticed if I screwed up. Pressure.
It is and odd experience setting up and playing live. Everything moves quickly and there’s no time to be nervous. There’s something of a break when the bands change, so either an emcee is talking while you’re setting up or there is something a little different going on. All the while, it is important for the flow of things to get your stuff on the stage, hooked up, and functional.
I observed this at a Paul Thorn performance Paul Thorn but experiencing it is something on the order of an out of body thing. You observe yourself and wonder why you can’t seem to move fast enough. You want to tap yourself on the shoulder and say “Could you speed up just a little?”.
We had practiced. I had notes with keys, chord progressions, and keyboard position. I was also in a good position to see Danny the lead guitarist, so if all else failed I could find my place by seeing where he was. I was nervous, but felt good. I was as prepared as I could get.
We powered up, checked tune, said very little and started. My biggest worry was the first song and we got through that well. I hung tough with my part and didn’t screw up. My notes were on the floor of the stage in front of me and I was going to be set for each song. This being prepared is kinda nice. I felt good. We were doing 30 minutes, so we had 10 songs and two backups. We were set.
I felt good. Unfortunately, my amplifier didn’t. It was warm on the stage although not hot. During practices the amp doesn’t deal with warm temperatures. About halfway through the set my amp konks. I try not to sweat or slow anything down. I casually move over to my amp and turn if off and back on.
It fires right back up. This works for the next song, but then it konks again. I flip the switch again. It fires back up but doesn’t last through a song. One more flip. I’m really limping along now because I’m spending quite a lot of time diddling with the amplifier.
Something a little different happens after the last flip of the switch. I smell smoke. I casually look back to see a modest amount of smoke coming from my amplifier. There are about 2 songs left. I decide to pull the plug. Of course I’m still up there, so I have to revert pretending that I’m making a sound. Unfortunately, an unamplified Telecaster is very near silent in a library much less so on a stage with amplifier instruments.
So I rode the rest of the show in silent mode. It didn’t seem to make a whole lot of difference. I’m not sure what to think about that. The time had flown. The 30 minutes felt like 10. We were up there and then we were gone.
I was just glad I hadn’t set the stage on fire.