Notecards | Donald Goines | High Dive Board | Poems by Peter Mladinic

Boobs in a Church

Notecards

“Boobs in a church.” The frat boy

“Boobs in a church.” What did you say?

in the front row looked at me, I at him.

out nouns in magic marker: umbrella/

Monday night, Freshman Comp. I’d passed

courthouse; rabbit’s foot/ tunnel; wallet/

gym. Boots/ church, her prompts.

From the back, her high-pitched voice,

boots sounded different. A slim neck,

hair pulled up, dark eyes, flawless skin,

petite, shapely, she had to be there

as did I, if I wanted a paycheck. Spring,

April. Fountain pen/ swimming pool.

A stolen pen, the pool members only.

Tennis racquet/ nightclub; penguin/ ring.

There were animal cards. In an open door,

Saturday morning, mortgage-free, two

baths newly remodeled, I wonder where

she is. Outside our room, Discover

the Last Frontier, an astronaut tiny in

a galaxy poster on a board. The astronaut

helmet comes back silver. How did I get here?

How does anyone, where they are?

Toothbrush/ stadium. Wilbur brushes his

teeth in the bleachers. Fourth quarter

fervor. He clutches the wrong end.

In his hand, soggy bristles. A buzzer

sounds. A ball bounces off a rim. Crest

clouds the water in his red cup. His

Nighthawks walk off the court, their third

consecutive loss. Two other cards,

mirror/ cemetery, belong to a Suns fan.

Donald Goines

He had a really lucid essay on injustice,

about Black people getting screwed over

by the bail system. It wasn’t a rant, clear,

ordered, it made me think, he’s dead right.

He was always dead right, a prophet really

for troubled times in cities, car jacking,

mugging, armed robbery, much of it done

by people strung out. He knew that life.

He could have inherited his father’s dry

cleaning business. But he went in the army

and in Japan got stung out. Anyone wants

to preach the nightmare of strung out

should read one of his novels, Black Girl

Lost the one title comes to mind.

But he had many, and that his murder til

this day is unsolved, is tragic. He died,

literally, at the typewriter, someone broke in

to his apartment and shot him,

some paid assassin. He’d made enemies.

Try as he did, he couldn’t shake the life.

A croaker before that word was popular,

in prison he read Iceberg Slim and wrote.

He could have gone to a good college.

Self taught he lived what he wrote and he

wrote well. Dopefiend has a passage:

a young woman hangs herself on a shower

rack in a motel bathroom. It’s riveting.

The ugly truth of what drugs did to her.

(stanza break)

What drugs did. He had a choice,

more so than the woman whose life ended

in a restroom. He and his father died

only a month apart. Only his father,

of natural causes. Pimp, junkie, storyteller,

Black man, he wrought true fiction,

a world happening far from the tidy house

set back from the white picket fence.

High Dive Board

I’ve got to go to the tip and spring a little

and not look down, and feel the spring

go from toes to chin, then not just jump

but dive and maybe not bellyflop but do

a dive that wouldn’t win the grace-agility

award but at least pass so I’m no longer

a high dive virgin. I’ve got to dive. After

I’ve done it I can know, in my body, grace

or my imperfect grace, that differs from

placing the palm of my hand on a spike

of a gate that marks off the living from

the dead, at Gates of Heaven where you lay

six feet under, who once walked to the tip

of the board and bounced a little before

diving beneath the blue water’s surface,

emerging with a gasp before swimming

to the pool’s ledge, climbing out shaking

water drops on stone, you and your shadow

in afternoon climbed the ladder’s rungs

to dive again; and now your remains lay

near a sign: rest in peace. I’ve got to make

the dive at least passable so when I’m out

of the pool I can say I did something

you once did, again and again and do

no more, never to look up at white clouds

in blue sky before toes make that spring,

all of you shutting out what’s below:

girls in their fallen straps on blankets

in green grass, and toddlers holding hands

of their mothers in the pool’s shallow end.

Only you and the sky at the board’s tip,

you making it spring, then diving, no more

dives for you. It’s my shadow on cement,

moves with me, Jan, as yours moved

past the girls on blankets, the guards

in chairs, the swimmers and sun tanners

past all of it to the ladder, your wet feet

on the rungs, hands on aluminum rails,

you climbed to where it was you and sky.

Peter Mladinic’s fourth book of poems, Knives on a Table is available from Better Than Starbucks Publications.

An animal rights advocate, he lives in Hobbs, New Mexico, USA.

If I Stand Beside a Door Poem by Hardley R Eady

If I stand beside a doorway

If I Stand Beside a Door Poem

If I stand beside a door

It’s the door she adores

If I stand beside a tree

She’s a tree hugger,

you see.

There is nothing

she sees

in

me.

It is natures way

for the male to display

and whether he stays

or flies away

is her’s to say.

Sleep | Poem by Alisha Fitzjarrald

I want to slip into the darkness

and wear it like a coat,

say goodbye

and drop into the abyss

and become unknown.

Let the darkness cradle me

and the silence sing to me

with the sound

of my own heartbeat.

You don’t fall,

you just float in the breeze

like the leaves off of the trees

while you drift

off to sleep..

Sleep

Art for Sale Poem | A Summer Day | Modern Music Nashville

art for sale poem

art for sale poem

Art for Sale

They sat beside their tables
as the people walked by.
“What is this one about?”
It’s my soul in
color and form
which I call art,
for sale in a universe
of color and form,
art for sale
with a frame
from another
soul,
left at Goodwill

They sat beside their tables
as the people walked into the
ten by ten pop up canopies
and looked at the flowers
and landscapes and
souls in
color and form
called art
for sale in a universe
of color and form

The wind comes up and
blows leaves down the concrete path
and the sun pokes through the clouds
and leaves shadows in the grass.
The people weave among the
ten by ten pop up canopies
and smile and talk like birds
singing
on a summer day.
The artists sit on folding chairs
noticing the people pausing
and smiling at a color or
a memory.


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Only Graffiti Rides That Train | Modern Music Nashville

graffitti

oh write for me a sonnet
oh write for me a book
oh slip the bonds of caring
into the cranny nook
oh let me be the one
the one who does not weave
the thread of discontent
with the words I leave
Oh there ain’t no more boxcars
for Willie and Woody to ride
No hobos in containers
as the freight train rolls by
Oh what’s a hobo to do
what’s a hobo to do
stand on the street and sing the blues
thumb don’t work and the cop says move
This modern world don’t feel no pain
and only graffiti rides that train
They could ship themselves from China
but they wouldn’t get much air,
take the last train to Clarksville
but they couldn’t get out of there
Oh they don’t have to hire no railroad dick
you can’t catch the train it goes by too quick.

I’ve got my American Dream in a plastic bag because I cant afford the rent they had

Oh what’s a hobo to do
what’s a hobo to do
stand on the street and sing the blues
thumb don’t work and the cop says move
This modern world don’t feel no pain
and only graffiti rides that train