Trillions of galaxies and
each one unique,
all filled with solar systems and
each one unique.
Every single person is different,
unique,
every rock, every bird,
every one of us
everything in the
universe
is a singularity.
There will never
be
another
you.
That is a
singularity
too.
Good luck
Be safe
Be kind
Be you
Poetry
To kill or not to kill Bill. A Poetry Text by Robin Ouzman Hislop. Excerpt from Cartoon Molecules
To kill or not to kill Bill* i Weary if it weren’t a country from whose border the slings and arrows of ardent hope for die us to put up with those of them put up with those of them to die you that actually Bill's last bullet to get to this point the question for him was obscured by reflecting on it end that we would all or not unexplored natural miseries human beings as simple as that and the consideration that creates the that we don’t know about! and i the movie advertisements refer to so an unbearable situation or to an authority and the advantage that must make us pause that must make us pause i can tell now can tell now the only one left only one left that’s us that follows that first impulse of troubles that afflict one the great and important plans life because who would tolerate to suffer we might have been the best with a naked blade? oneself with a naked blade? (woman) who would continue to exist and end the dread of the love the calamity of such a long problem because in the end our life is a hurry for others who are diluted to the point of sleep perhaps thinking about a sleep of death this mortal body has to endure is in us all i went on what hell of a lot of people i wasn't the whips and scorns the pain of rejected time the tyranny against this load sweating and grunting the prospect sweating and grunting the prospect that confounds us and makes a traveller return ay that’s the thing , looked dead didn't i? dead didn't i? well ., ii As to that and the consideration of impulses of troubles afflicting grunting the prospect that confounds rejected time the tyranny that creates the that we miserable human beings as simple mortal body have to endure that would continue to exist and a long problem because its an unbearable situation the one I'm driving to right a coma or to tolerate to suffer us to end the dread of the that we don’t know about so we wouldn't be in a hurry for others from whose borders of authority and the advantage plans of life - because who put up with those of hope for us to die all or not? a roaring rampage of revenge rampage of revenge unexplored natural might have been the best for us that follows from the first of them the question for him of love the calamity of such the end of our life with a naked blade obscured by reflecting on a sleep of death the slings and arrows of ardent whips and scorns the pain diluted to the point of weary if it weren’t a country that must make us pause against this sweating load and the one great important thinking about , the last when I arrive at my destination iii Or to tolerate to suffer us has been the best for us that follows us to pause against this sweating load and that would continue to exist even if it weren’t a country that must make that - the one i'm driving to i'm driving to that confounds rejected time the tyranny of a sleep of death the slings of life because who puts up with arrows of ardent whips and the scorns in a hurry for others whose such ends our life with? a hell of a lot of people now can tell now i can tell satisfaction i've killed you that as to that and the consideration of end the dread of the that we as a simple mortal body have to endure from the first of them the question of a naked blade obscured by reflecting on impulses of troubles afflicting grunting the prospect all or not actually Bill's last bullet the movie advertisements refer to as an in for i got bloody last unexplored natural might have been for him of love the calamity of long problem because of its unbearable situation only one left only one left the borders of authority and the advantage plans pain diluted to the point of weariness if we don’t know about it so we wouldn't be it! the one i'm driving to i'm driving to or not to be creates the that for us to die to die when I only woke up i went on one left only one left i wasn't people i wasn't but put me in a coma – destination it wasn't from one wasn't from one more only one more to get to this point but right a coma , * To kill or not to kill Bill text derived extracts from Hamlet’s ‘To be or not to be’ soliloquy Hamlet Act3 Scene1 taken from the No Sweat Shakespeare Hamlet ebook & Uma Thuman’s car scene in Kill Bill 2.
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Africa North. An Excerpt from All the Babble of the Souk by Robin Ouzman Hislop
Africa North Solstice winds, rain return in spells a moon waxes full, dogs howl as well. All the babble of the Souk men over there, over there women. All the life of the planet so little part of it that I breathe. Weather beaten highlands, once passed through. The river bed, no more like a parched bone its late autumnal river meanders as a vein past four reservoirs a quest that will end in winter´s flood. Between them are momentary mists where brightly clad figures of the north, suddenly dim. On the frontier’s beach taxis come, go only the stranded remain, together with the seagulls four men huddled, drenched in pouring rain dead once more, again, all pathways home washed away, again. A broken song remember me, sung in a doorway brings the world at large together as suddenly as it narrows. Water runs on marble nakedness revealed, nakedness concealed form water words, water memories, mists, fates. Veins wrestle the marble into mangled knots blemished pearls on an implacable skin shards leaving fragmentary traces empty spaces awaiting faces. Lights dance in the night, picturesque “casas blancas del pueblo” appear through the darkness as the brush strokes of my mind steal the action of the shadow. Mists cordon the mountain tops guerdoned crowns like wreathes. Ancient fields' still colours surrounded by burgeoning new lead to the valley below. Old women , old as aglow, so slow they go poised aloof in an untouchable world, trapped. High in kiln firelight they cowl night’s shade to oversee goats on the hill beneath. Daughters of necessity naked in the rock unleashed in white trefoil in the marsh swamp of night rain, stark where epochs sleep in their shadows replication of memories, where the old becomes the new, a world splits in two with Morpheus in the breach. Beyond control, beyond reach the erratic butterfly flits bloom to bloom, the intrepid stalker with net both captured in the mimic mould. A knot is tied, a knot that wrestles embraces, that ravels birth unravels death & binds its existence. Her face is as if a moon glazed over with a less serene ceramic dust that in the end after its perplexity contains its surety. She draws her forefinger laterally across under her eye lid in a smear nor can you change the image of what you are in the pupil of her eye. Babble bodies blur voices with their echoes down the street sky high, prices fly a bird song breaks, a splash charade Faces in the rain thin weakness of watery years. A winnowing canvass tosses corn as fireflies in the blazing day. The hag in her rags begs her bag holding all shadows to account. You sit in the solitary corner at the empty dice board to throw, as the music swells, as strings play. On the washing line clothes of all shapes sizes are waiting to be filled suspended between earth, sky, where white sheets blow. A twinge of nostalgia flashes a link between a fluttering curtain an open window frame, a sun shadow game a flickering apparition pattern leaving only - strands. A breeze flutters an open foolscap on the table as though a phantom reader should flick with regard through a score of notes then stops at the first blank white sheets stays, the moving hand that wrote, wrote no more. On record, old honky-tonk goes on amidst the heaps of consumer city sneakers in the same dust where faces turn from their spring red lustre to a sun soiled wear through a beehive of allies names, aye to fetch them home again as if where the countless dead resided, you’d said in a market of women shrouded in shawls. Berlin falls, Baghdad falls all the years turn to further tears further fears to merge with your voyage the shape of dreams to come to be only endearments of what has gone before. A flower opens after a thousand years in a shell of tears indifferent to its beholders’ sight who paint it with the colours from the waters of their night on an unknown shore, to whose sight it opened once before. Children’s faces like radiant imps play carefree in the streets below overhead on red tiles, fat pigeons bicker, coo. In an internet cafe, an Arab girl discrete in headdress plays with cartoon molecules of Micky Mouse Kola bear nubile women’s faces dream of nudity in their shrouds. Wonky pinz nez specs, jumble sale clothes bad teeth, unshaven grin looking a faded duplicate of a down out James Joyce with the come on are you Irish, he asks perhaps he was once upon a time. They came through the cleft of the mountain - where the river ran to swim as a blur in the naked purple of the eye on the mountain face there is a scar once a sacred place, now extinct, as they are. Yet wild still she runs, amidst the sheep, goats toils at the hearth, dutifully bears children yesterday she knows but not tomorrow where she hides her sorrow even as he ploughs the hillside a photo will steal his soul, but his beasts will do. Twilight’s girls, girls, girls throng the bustling street corners eating caracoles. By day the olive tree green in the blue sky of the window seems almost immortal enriched with the blood it’s enriched, now at its roots. Costa de la playa, white beehives in the sun, all money, no honey. In the broken lights of the bazaar the dusky eyes of the beggar sunk in their sockets maze in crooked cul de sacs embargo amidst the furls of silk that foil the flickering lantern niche. In the gloaming a solitary reaper reaps its shadow. Streets packs ravage carcasses at dawn, the city wakes to the city’s obedience to obey its disappearing shadows. A ghost city of watchers watched as shadows by a memory that has outlived them now fragments in an admixture of old, new - amidst a junk yard of rubble watcher shadows phased captive to their fading stories. The street’s mechanics of the day obey their limits, patterns of parts where we end only to start in a series of nows post mortem of the world at large an autopsy of ghosts on the slab. Born to see, in the boutiques people seem like their own mannequins existence is a mystery with no purpose only we endow it with a destiny, it does not seek from us.
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About That First Love and other Poems by John Grey
ABOUT THAT FIRST LOVE
It did not feel like they had told me.
Less emotional, more like somebody
gifting me a brand new red sports car.
Hormones, I barely understood.
But horsepower was a cinch.
I didn’t lose my heart.
It was more a great flap in my head.
And it wasn’t war of course.
Not unless I wanted the other side to win.
It did strange things to conversation.
When I spoke to the girl,
it was like offering her a bite
of my candy bar.
Words had to taste delicious.
Or she had to be prepared to make a sacrifice,
devour them spit and all.
It was dividing myself in two.
One half still threw footballs.
The other was careful none landed
unsuspectingly near her.
And she wasn’t even the real thing.
First love was just rehearsal for second love.
And all I knew of second love was
that one of them was me.
GWEN CONFESSES
He rode in on a
glorious steed of Rilke,
alighted like pick-pocketing
Wordsworth from
a crowded shelf of prose.
He was dressed in a fancy, glittering suit
of Flaubert and Fitzgerald,
though his weapons were Russian novels,
“War and Peace,” “Crime And Punishment”.
he sure had me covered.
When the villains arrived…
Grisham, Clancy and
some Harlequin hired hands,
he was waiting for them
with Racine, Pushkin and Cervantes.
It was all over before you could say,
“For Whom The Bell Tolls.”
No, he didn’t take me in his arms,
but he did recommend I read
Durrel’s “Alexandria Quartet.”
We would have rode off into the sunset
together but, luckily, there was
a Starbucks next door.
THE RITE OF COUPLING
It’s Saturday night, a glitzy nightclub,
and I’m feeling useless and lonely
until I spy an attractive woman
sitting all alone at a nearby table.
I’m thinking to myself,
this is the angel who will restore me
to the very pinnacle of manhood.
She has long blonde hair
and I appreciate the way she tosses it.
And her eyes are surely blue
though the cross-breed lights,
the boogieing shadows, won’t yet concur.
I stand and stare in one motion.
A few confident steps,
some of my best one-liners,
and before you know it we’re dancing…
we’re a couple even.
If only it were that easy.
If the angel, precious as she may be,
weren’t just some replica of myself –
embarrassed by the past,
concerned for the future.,
and stuck here in some kind of perverse present
of money worries, family issues
and relationship anxiety.
My nerves fail me.
I return to my forlorn drink and chair.
The dance-floor is a throbbing, buzzing hive
of men and women.
Those guys andme-1can’t get over how alike we are.
And the women —no different from her, surely.
Before the approach,
I wonder how secure they were in the knowledge.
Did they imagine perfectly matched twosomes,
here, there, in all directions?
Are we meant to be together, that’s what I want to know.
The song that’s playing keeps implying yes.
And yet it’s not one I know.
She’s not singing along.
I’m not either.
John Grey is an Australian poet, US resident, recently published in Stand, Washington Square Review and Rathalla Review. Latest books, “Covert” “Memory Outside The Head” and “Guest Of Myself” are available through Amazon. Work upcoming in the McNeese Review, Santa Fe Literary Review and Open Ceilings.