by Joan Pond
Optokinetics
I can’t see you,
he would say
when wishing to shun.
What could I do
to make my presence known
again?
Relegated to a winter’s garden.
Fronds of fern
withered by frost,
and pines
with wintergreened tops.
Barely surviving in this solstice;
the penumbra of his light.
I sought clemency
while shivering
and seeking
his sight.
A Fish Out of Water
So far from ocean,
here.
No pounding waves or crashing surf.
As Nantucket weighs,
heavy and deep.
In my sleep
I hear bell-buoys.
It’s only a dehumidifier
droning,
as the engine of a ship.
Yet,
I turn and list
avoiding shoals and reefs.
Tossing in my sleep,
I’m a fish on dry land
with a sered eye
of rainbow.
Ship-wrecked.
I dream
of
home.
Mock Sun
Trumpet lilies
blare,
bright yellow;
as stamen and pistil
bellow,
from the throats
of xanthic flowers.
Unmuted,
they defy gravity,
along with the light of day.
Their slender stems
with whorls of painted leaves,
point heaven-ward;
in an orchestration
of
mock sun.
Meeting You
I remember certain
things.
Singing Christmas carols
to a street lamp
and snow falling,
yellow;
as after a dog pees;
meeting you
and how the novelty
never wore.
I remember
certain
things.
Recalling a Voice
You used to defy gravity.
Such imponderable buoyancy,
lifted me.
Then,
came the ballast
of your grief.
A millstone as incalculable
as the number of angels,
could fit on the head of a pin.
You claimed a voice within
could not be consoled.
So,
I wait by a silent phone;
hoping you’ll call,
lifting me
from the depths
of your despair.
But I need to hear
the voice
I recall.
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